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I really don’t like when I become one of ‘those’ women…

Had a really wonderful date last night with Guy #3 (Curt).
He took me to a classy Italian restaurant and then to a dive bar.

We were having a blast talking, playing shuffleboard, and just connecting. He kissed me pretty far into the night, there were fireworks and we couldn’t keep our hands off each other. I normally don’t do p.d.a.’s, perhaps it was a mix of the booze and the hunk! haha 

We were getting along famously…he was drinking a little and it was getting late, so I offered that he could stay the night instead of having to drive all the way home (about 45-1 hour), no sex, of course.
 Hot and heavy make-out session, and again in the morning.
He left at 6:30 am for work, and I wrote on his wall then, thanking him for the wonderful date and posted a video we had discussed the night before.
He responded when he got off work with, “For sure, thank you. I had a great time.”

So WHY am I being such a dumb girl and analyzing every stupid detail and wondering why he hasn’t called and thinking he doesn’t like me? Why can’t I take the advice I give to others??? 
I HATE being needy and feeling like this. I knew before we even went out that he wasn’t big on communicating online or on the phone, he was the face to face type. :P I need a hobby. Or I need to find another date to take my mind off him. I get so focused when I like someone. *sigh*

In other news, applied for a job, went tanning, and am going to see a comedian tomorrow!
That should help. I’ll get dolled up and post a pic of me in my new corset. =)

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  1. kennyvee said: Advice is so much easier to give than it is to take. Even when it’s your own advice.
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